Sweet Tooth

Not "sweet tooth" more like SWEET TEETH. OMG. I can scarf down sweet things like no other and I am getting worried. I am usually not a sweet tooth kind of person. I will take steak and potatoes over cake and ice cream any day but it seems that since my surgery steak and potatoes doesn't go down as easy as cake and ice cream does. I just get so hungry and so impatient that I don't want to chew a million times for one bite then wait 5 minutes before I can bite again, so I have found that mashing up  cake in my mouth and swallowing is much easier and faster. Fast and instant gratification. I think that's why I am here in the first place. No patience to cook the right foods and eat slowly causes me to fall back on foods that are not healthy but easy to throw down.

Since my fill, I have not been able to eat much. I will be lucky if I get 3 meals in a day. I just find the restriction to be so much that I am turned off to eat. It's not that the restriction is so much, it's just that I don't know how to portion or eat slow. So this major restriction from my last fill is teaching me that I need to slow down and not eat so much. I am getting used to it, slowly but surely. I have lost about 8 pounds in a week. Not bad right...I hope its not bad. LOL. I know that I need to eat better and start exercising again. Tired and sleepy. Ill try to catch up more on whats happening when I'm not typing half way asleep and not making sense.